Thursday, November 26, 2009
but time will make me love u more than before...
my heart longs for u,
my soul dies for u,
my eyes cries for u,
my empty arms reach out for you.
forget who hurt u yesterday,
but don forget who love u today...
how many times do i need to cry before u actually listen to me...
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a girl out
@ |9:27 PM|
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
wondering why do i do the things i do...
the worst way to miss someone is to see him everyday...
he'll never know how upset he makes me feel...
tired of trying,
sick of crying,
yeah i'm smiling,
but inside i'm dying.
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a girl out
@ |6:50 PM|
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
because bruises are easier to heal than broken hearts...
if i never met u,
i wouldn't like u.
if i had never liked u,
i would have never love u.
if i had never loved u,
i'd never miss u.
but i did,i do and i will.
when i met u,
i was afraid to like u.
when i liked u,
i was afraid to love u.
when i loved u,
i was afraid to lose u.
but even if u break my heart,
i'll still love u with the little pieces left...
i could fill a thousand pages telling u how i felt
but still u would not understand.
-----------------------------------------------------------
a girl out
@ |9:58 PM|
Saturday, November 21, 2009
i just put it on to satisfy people i don even care...
people tell me i'm strong but when do i break down when the lights turn out and when the doors close?
i lock reality out of my room and sit in a peaceful solitude dat doesn't exist...
wat's left is a broken heart trying not to fall apart...
They tell me they can't help me...
then how am i suppose to help myself?
it's like silent screams echoing my throat,
wanting to say something,
but this pain can't be put to words...
wat happens when i wake up and the nightmare just keeps going?
A tear may roll,fall,crash or burn,
but in the end...
it always ends up wiped away and forgotton
Maybe it's easier this way...
Maybe they'll all just forget...as i slowly fade away...
i;m gonna pretend dat i'm fine...
coz if no one noes the truth,
i lose nothing and...
it won't hurt dat much....
sometimes when i look in the mirror,
and wish i could see nothing...
You make it sounds so easy to be alive...
but tell me,
how am i going to live,
when everything inside of me has died...
u noe u've become dead inside when the pain doesn't bother u anymore...
How many times will i break till i shatter?
Wat do u live for when all hope is lost?
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a girl out
@ |7:30 PM|
Friday, November 20, 2009
we played a scary game...
guess wat? Kai xin scream like crazy...
haha
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a girl out
@ |9:18 PM|
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
my fone is spoil....boo....
kai xin is rattling on the fone how much she miss _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s voice...
hahas....
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a girl out
@ |4:42 PM|
Friday, November 6, 2009
Rosemary is bac and keep on scolding me....
we do formation 1 to 15 with music then blahblahblah......
then we go CDS....we started off with the seniors playing a fanfare.....
very important coz they are welcoming the minster with it.....JIA YOU!
then we play march together and abington ridge then blahblahblah....
i found out who is jefferson stead....
SHU QING!!!!!OMG!!!!i'll kill jefferson if he harms her in any way.......
they went together......i was like....shocked......
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a girl out
@ |12:40 AM|
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
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a girl out
@ |8:59 PM|
Monday, November 2, 2009
it suppose to end at 12 but our art teacher, miss lim asked us to stay back to complete our art motifs thingy.
so....stayed until 5.
but my cca starts at 4.30...
lucky no pumping...
i stay bac to srub the stupid tables...
those idiots leave their brushes behind....
brushes are freakin ex ok?!
so....cca....we didn't do formation as it was RAINING!!!!
so we go to the la vista and pracice our formation piece and also try out a piece called fire dance...
then sec one go to music room to practice while the sec 2 and 3 go CDS.
while mr choo write some notes on the board...HERMAN CONDUCT US!!!! LOL...
it's so funny...
then blahblahblah.
few minutes later...
miss chang came and conduct us.
she said we didn't play as badly as she expect us to.
then we chat...
then she dismiss us then i go home. hahas.
CAN'T WAIT FOR BAND CAMP...
oh ya...jefforson is in a relationship...
i wonder who is dat girl?????
hahas.
this are pics of our painting!!!
janis painting...
qian hui's painting
kalai...
my ugly painting
kai xin's painting
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a girl out
@ |10:13 PM|
Sunday, November 1, 2009
the people dere are nice but i have this fear coz in my old church, the people dere always talk bad about me behind my back....
sorry 4 not attending church...
unless i can overcome this stupid fear...
i don think i will go out of my house unless i have cca.
damn me....
am i a hikikomori?
stupid lah....
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a girl out
@ |4:37 PM|
time will make u forget me
but time will make me love u more than before...
my heart longs for u,
my soul dies for u,
my eyes cries for u,
my empty arms reach out for you.
forget who hurt u yesterday,
but don forget who love u today...
how many times do i need to cry before u actually listen to me...
a girl out
@ |9:27 PM|
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
here am i thinking of u,
wondering why do i do the things i do...
the worst way to miss someone is to see him everyday...
he'll never know how upset he makes me feel...
tired of trying,
sick of crying,
yeah i'm smiling,
but inside i'm dying.
a girl out
@ |6:50 PM|
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
i wish i was a little kid again
because bruises are easier to heal than broken hearts...
if i never met u,
i wouldn't like u.
if i had never liked u,
i would have never love u.
if i had never loved u,
i'd never miss u.
but i did,i do and i will.
when i met u,
i was afraid to like u.
when i liked u,
i was afraid to love u.
when i loved u,
i was afraid to lose u.
but even if u break my heart,
i'll still love u with the little pieces left...
i could fill a thousand pages telling u how i felt
but still u would not understand.
a girl out
@ |9:58 PM|
Saturday, November 21, 2009
dere's a smile on my face but i don noe why it's dere,
i just put it on to satisfy people i don even care...
people tell me i'm strong but when do i break down when the lights turn out and when the doors close?
i lock reality out of my room and sit in a peaceful solitude dat doesn't exist...
wat's left is a broken heart trying not to fall apart...
They tell me they can't help me...
then how am i suppose to help myself?
it's like silent screams echoing my throat,
wanting to say something,
but this pain can't be put to words...
wat happens when i wake up and the nightmare just keeps going?
A tear may roll,fall,crash or burn,
but in the end...
it always ends up wiped away and forgotton
Maybe it's easier this way...
Maybe they'll all just forget...as i slowly fade away...
i;m gonna pretend dat i'm fine...
coz if no one noes the truth,
i lose nothing and...
it won't hurt dat much....
sometimes when i look in the mirror,
and wish i could see nothing...
You make it sounds so easy to be alive...
but tell me,
how am i going to live,
when everything inside of me has died...
u noe u've become dead inside when the pain doesn't bother u anymore...
How many times will i break till i shatter?
Wat do u live for when all hope is lost?
a girl out
@ |7:30 PM|
Friday, November 20, 2009
kai xin went to my ,house today
we played a scary game...
guess wat? Kai xin scream like crazy...
haha
a girl out
@ |9:18 PM|
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
rotting at.....home....
my fone is spoil....boo....
kai xin is rattling on the fone how much she miss _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s voice...
hahas....
a girl out
@ |4:42 PM|
Friday, November 6, 2009
yesterday formation very sian.....
Rosemary is bac and keep on scolding me....
we do formation 1 to 15 with music then blahblahblah......
then we go CDS....we started off with the seniors playing a fanfare.....
very important coz they are welcoming the minster with it.....JIA YOU!
then we play march together and abington ridge then blahblahblah....
i found out who is jefferson stead....
SHU QING!!!!!OMG!!!!i'll kill jefferson if he harms her in any way.......
they went together......i was like....shocked......
a girl out
@ |12:40 AM|
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
i'm rotting away at home.....
a girl out
@ |8:59 PM|
Monday, November 2, 2009
today i went to school to school freakin early for art enrichment class-lino printing-
it suppose to end at 12 but our art teacher, miss lim asked us to stay back to complete our art motifs thingy.
so....stayed until 5.
but my cca starts at 4.30...
lucky no pumping...
i stay bac to srub the stupid tables...
those idiots leave their brushes behind....
brushes are freakin ex ok?!
so....cca....we didn't do formation as it was RAINING!!!!
so we go to the la vista and pracice our formation piece and also try out a piece called fire dance...
then sec one go to music room to practice while the sec 2 and 3 go CDS.
while mr choo write some notes on the board...HERMAN CONDUCT US!!!! LOL...
it's so funny...
then blahblahblah.
few minutes later...
miss chang came and conduct us.
she said we didn't play as badly as she expect us to.
then we chat...
then she dismiss us then i go home. hahas.
CAN'T WAIT FOR BAND CAMP...
oh ya...jefforson is in a relationship...
i wonder who is dat girl?????
hahas.
this are pics of our painting!!!
janis painting...
qian hui's painting
kalai...
my ugly painting
kai xin's painting
a girl out
@ |10:13 PM|
Sunday, November 1, 2009
i didn't go to church today
the people dere are nice but i have this fear coz in my old church, the people dere always talk bad about me behind my back....
sorry 4 not attending church...
unless i can overcome this stupid fear...
i don think i will go out of my house unless i have cca.
damn me....
am i a hikikomori?
stupid lah....
a girl out
@ |4:37 PM|
