stuck in this weird world

2010-05-16T20:48:00.001+08:00

YAY!!!!!
EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!
and....TIME TO PLAY HARD!!!!!
lol
june is coming!!!
and so is my birthday!
lol
hope it will be a great birthday....

2010-04-23T19:39:00.001+08:00

With the fleeting hope of vengeance compelling me,
I will attempt to recollect myself and resume my chase.
But what is it that I am chasing?
Am I really chasing anything at all?
Or am I simply drowning myself in revenge to avoid the horrifying truth?
I'm going to lose the only thing that made me feel truly alive.

2010-04-21T19:47:00.002+08:00

today.....haiz.....the tests are killing me:(
first maths.....i didn't even know there was a maths test....
i forget all about it!!!!
so i didn't study for it....
but lit test....i just hope i will pass.......
HAIZ!!!!
If i can't handle tests....how can i handle EXAMS!!!!!!
Aiya.....GOD!!!!!pls let me do well..........

2010-03-26T19:02:00.002+08:00

MY HEAD IS SPINING!!!!
it hurts.....
aiya....mymoney just keeps flying away....
first the stand...
now the shoes....
i'm broke already!!!!how much money must u suck from me.....
lol....

2010-03-21T16:23:00.003+08:00

I fell down the stairs today....
ok...i know tis sounds weird and u can't imagine me falling down a flight of stairs....
WELL!!!!! I JUST DID!!!!!
and i survive it and did not end up in the hospital like some other people in tv...
i just have bruises and my body aches...OUCH!!!!
but it was super funny...
i really didn't know how i fell down
i just remember i missed a step and i just...fell...lol
and after dat....i was shocked and surprised dat i didn't fainted or something
and i just keep on laughing on the ground...
the auntie who saw dat must have been worried if i have gone BONKERS!!!!!
well i didn't...lol
BTW, i fell down in church...lol and i survive church too...lol
HAHA...not funny....
ok....dat's all...lol
now rushing to do english vocab..bb

2010-03-20T20:07:00.001+08:00

i realised dat i need to go bac to school after the damn blood test....
will i have the energy to play or even stay until 6...
lol...wish me luck......
STUPID BLOOD TEST!!!!!!CURSE IT

2010-03-19T16:19:00.002+08:00

i went to see doc....
they say maybe got prob with my kidney....
need blood and urine test.....
i having blood test on monday.......
so im freaking out now....suppose to be today but the damn nurse say need my urine first...lol
my urine is BIOHAZARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol
so....SHIT IT!!!!!!!i wanted to get on with the damn blood test.....
now i need cont freaking out until monday.....lol
WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!lol

2010-03-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

Speech Day is coming soon!!!!!!!!!!
hope i won't mess it up.....
anyway...i really hope everything will go smoothly....lol

2010-02-12T18:17:00.001+08:00

THE stomachaches keep on hunting me...
GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway...
weds was a stupid day for me...
ii got two SIP slips in one go...
it was also my first time having sip...
SHIT IT!!!!!
why am i so unlucky...
suck lor.

2010-02-09T21:50:00.003+08:00

I HATE TIS LIFE!!!!!!
i'm better off dead...
i keep having stomachache and headache...
one moment i eat alot....the next moment i feel like puking.....
something is wrong with tis rotting body.....
so many tests....dying soon liao.......

2010-02-04T17:26:00.000+08:00

wat's wrong with listening to heavy metal music?
Adults are so random......

2010-01-18T20:53:00.007+08:00

i feel like i'm falling into a bottomless pit...
Will someone even care tothrow down a rope to save me?
i feel so stupid and useless.
i just have negative feelings about myself...
i really tried my best to tink positively but i can't find anything good about myself...
people just keep treating me like their punching bag to vent their frusruations and anger on...
am i really dat disgusting dat i dont even have the right to breath the air around me?
wat should i do?
waiting for a miracle seems useless...
a tiny part of me still have hope dat someone would save me from tis living hell...
but i don trust dat part of me...
trusting something is really very tiring...
sometimes it's really painful too....
i know all tis sounds emo or watever u call,
i really tried to change my world into a brighter place
but darkness seems to be more suited to exist in my world...
______________________________________________________________________
words cannot express the way i bleed for u...

i have a deep cut ...
it pains me everyday,
it won't heal,
it will never go away,
but u can sooth it for me,
just stay by my side...
u noe it's ur fault
for craving ur name on my heart....

is it pathetic for me to cry for the one i love?
is it stupid to bleed for the one i love?
how about when he is out of my reach?

did u know that i only see darkness?
it's an illness... you know?
the only way to cure it is for u to say "i love u"

i hug my pillow when i'm sleeping,
wishing it had the same scent and warmth as u....

when i see u smile and know dat smile is not for me,
dat is when i miss u the most...

i was over him,
i swear!
but when him look at me,
i fell in love with him all over again...

2010-01-14T22:35:00.002+08:00

alot of unwanted and unexpected things happened...
i really...don noe wat to do...
i'm so messed up...
WAT SHOULD I DO!!!!!!!!!???????????
i tink to much...
if tis cont...
i may have depression....
lots of people say dat...i'm too negative....
U TINK I WANNA BE NEGATIVE?!
i just don wanna get hurt!
many people always give me irritated looks...
it's annoying....
homework is piling up....
i dunno wat should i do to improve in my studies........
i seem so...useless........
I REALLY A DAMN FREAKIN MIRACLE TO HAPPEN!!!!!!!
someone help me......

2009-11-26T21:27:00.001+08:00

time will make u forget me
but time will make me love u more than before...
my heart longs for u,
my soul dies for u,
my eyes cries for u,
my empty arms reach out for you.
forget who hurt u yesterday,
but don forget who love u today...
how many times do i need to cry before u actually listen to me...

2009-11-25T18:50:00.002+08:00

here am i thinking of u,
wondering why do i do the things i do...
the worst way to miss someone is to see him everyday...
he'll never know how upset he makes me feel...
tired of trying,
sick of crying,
yeah i'm smiling,
but inside i'm dying.

2009-11-24T21:58:00.002+08:00

i wish i was a little kid again
because bruises are easier to heal than broken hearts...
if i never met u,
i wouldn't like u.
if i had never liked u,
i would have never love u.
if i had never loved u,
i'd never miss u.
but i did,i do and i will.
when i met u,
i was afraid to like u.
when i liked u,
i was afraid to love u.
when i loved u,
i was afraid to lose u.
but even if u break my heart,
i'll still love u with the little pieces left...
i could fill a thousand pages telling u how i felt
but still u would not understand.

Random

2009-11-21T19:30:00.000+08:00

dere's a smile on my face but i don noe why it's dere,
i just put it on to satisfy people i don even care...
people tell me i'm strong but when do i break down when the lights turn out and when the doors close?
i lock reality out of my room and sit in a peaceful solitude dat doesn't exist...
wat's left is a broken heart trying not to fall apart...
They tell me they can't help me...
then how am i suppose to help myself?
it's like silent screams echoing my throat,
wanting to say something,
but this pain can't be put to words...
wat happens when i wake up and the nightmare just keeps going?
A tear may roll,fall,crash or burn,
but in the end...
it always ends up wiped away and forgotton
Maybe it's easier this way...
Maybe they'll all just forget...as i slowly fade away...
i;m gonna pretend dat i'm fine...
coz if no one noes the truth,
i lose nothing and...
it won't hurt dat much....
sometimes when i look in the mirror,
and wish i could see nothing...
You make it sounds so easy to be alive...
but tell me,
how am i going to live,
when everything inside of me has died...
u noe u've become dead inside when the pain doesn't bother u anymore...
How many times will i break till i shatter?
Wat do u live for when all hope is lost?

2009-11-20T21:18:00.001+08:00

kai xin went to my ,house today
we played a scary game...
guess wat? Kai xin scream like crazy...
haha

2009-11-18T16:42:00.001+08:00

rotting at.....home....
my fone is spoil....boo....
kai xin is rattling on the fone how much she miss _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s voice...
hahas....

2009-11-06T00:40:00.002+08:00

yesterday formation very sian.....
Rosemary is bac and keep on scolding me....
we do formation 1 to 15 with music then blahblahblah......
then we go CDS....we started off with the seniors playing a fanfare.....
very important coz they are welcoming the minster with it.....JIA YOU!
then we play march together and abington ridge then blahblahblah....
i found out who is jefferson stead....
SHU QING!!!!!OMG!!!!i'll kill jefferson if he harms her in any way.......
they went together......i was like....shocked......

2009-11-03T20:59:00.000+08:00

i'm rotting away at home.....

2009-11-02T22:13:00.009+08:00

today i went to school to school freakin early for art enrichment class-lino printing-
it suppose to end at 12 but our art teacher, miss lim asked us to stay back to complete our art motifs thingy.
so....stayed until 5.
but my cca starts at 4.30...
lucky no pumping...
i stay bac to srub the stupid tables...
those idiots leave their brushes behind....
brushes are freakin ex ok?!
so....cca....we didn't do formation as it was RAINING!!!!
so we go to the la vista and pracice our formation piece and also try out a piece called fire dance...
then sec one go to music room to practice while the sec 2 and 3 go CDS.
while mr choo write some notes on the board...HERMAN CONDUCT US!!!! LOL...
it's so funny...
then blahblahblah.
few minutes later...
miss chang came and conduct us.
she said we didn't play as badly as she expect us to.
then we chat...
then she dismiss us then i go home. hahas.
CAN'T WAIT FOR BAND CAMP...
oh ya...jefforson is in a relationship...
i wonder who is dat girl?????
hahas.

this are pics of our painting!!!

janis painting...

qian hui's painting

kalai...

my ugly painting

kai xin's painting

2009-11-01T16:37:00.002+08:00

i didn't go to church today
the people dere are nice but i have this fear coz in my old church, the people dere always talk bad about me behind my back....
sorry 4 not attending church...
unless i can overcome this stupid fear...
i don think i will go out of my house unless i have cca.
damn me....
am i a hikikomori?
stupid lah....

2009-10-31T19:26:00.002+08:00

today cca was fun!!!
Mr Choo's marching is a bit funny...lol
then they need to do the rotation thingy so need to jerk when they reach the conner of the "box"
Derrick's jerking was freaking funny.
anyways, a lot of FUNNY things happen during the FORMATION!!!
so i really enjoy it.
but rosemary didn't come.
i kinda miss her scoldings.
the scoldings somehow help me.
and qi fang.....

STOP HITTING OTHER PEOPLE"S ASS!!!!
IT'S WEIRD.....
AND PEOPLE MAY THINK U ARE LESBIAN!!!!

as ur fren, i advice u to stop it!!!
i rather u hitting my head then to hit my ass...
hahas.

2009-10-30T21:22:00.004+08:00

---family---

i hate my rude,spoiled and noisy sis...
she everytime act cute and whine in front of my parents...
then i'm the taking the blame....
why do my parents love to bug me with childish comments....
they are way older than me and yet they behave that way....

2009-10-26T19:48:00.002+08:00

Someone asked me, "Why do you keep loving someone who doesn't love you back? There are tons of fish in the water." I simply replied, "Just because it's also water, would you drink from the sea?"

"You'll never fall for someone you never shared your smiles with..."

"Which way are you going? The left one where there is nothing right? Or the right one, where there is nothing left?"

"Letting go of someone might be hard, yet it is the best way to make the other stay. Keep in mind that no two things can occupy the same space....at the same time."

"In a sentence of love, oftentimes you have to put a period on something that has to end and not just settle on a comma. In time, you will realize that it's nicer to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase that's completely hanging and doesn't even make any sense."

"When you've found a reason to walk away, never look back... Just keep walking. It's better to get lost moving on than to get stuck and stranded broken."

"Love is like drinking beer... Once you get too much of it, you begin to act stupid."

If happiness exists, it's when I see you. If pain exists, it's living without you and if there's anyone I need, it's only you!

Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

They dont know how long it takes waiting for a love like this.

"Sometimes you have to put walls around you; not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down just to be with you."

Sometimes we tend to be in despair, when the person we love leaves, but the truth is that this is not our loss. Its theirs, because they left the only person in the world who would never give up on them.

"Staying with someone you really love even if you know you two can't be together for a lot of reasons is like standing under the rain... It feels good but you know it will soon make you sick."

How do you move on? You move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning back.

And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you.

They asked, "how does it feel to love someone who loves someone else?" After a deep breath, I answered, "It's like hugging a cactus, the tighter you embrace, the more it hurts..."

To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world!

All life is just a progression toward, and then a recession from, one phrase—`I love you.’

"Sometimes, you have to accept the fact that some people are going to stay in your heart forever... even if you are gone in theirs

if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU.

"No matter how crazy and funny the scenes around you are, they are useless without the person you want to laugh with..."

Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own

"To love someone who can never love you back is like striving to get a perfect score in a non-recorded exam."

sometimes love is so unfair, the more you sacrifice the more you hurt, and when your given your best to someone you LOVE, it seems not enough til such time come, you had no choice but to give up

Leaving someone behind means you only want the best for her/him, even if it means swallowing the sad reality that, the best just isn't you."

A proof that experience is of no use, is that the end of one love does not prevent us from beginning another.

Love is the vital essence that pervades and permeates, from the center to the circumference, the graduating circles of all thought and action. Love is the talisman of human weal and woe--the open sesame to every soul.

In my wildest dreams, you always play the hero. In my darkest hour of night, you rescue me, you save my life

We don't love qualities, we love persons; sometimes by reason of their defects as well as of their qualities

Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love

Love, the itch, and a cough cannot be hid.

Love is not altogether a delerium, yet it has many points in common therewith

Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense.

Love many things, for therein lies the true strength, and whosoever loves much perfoms much, and can accomplish much, and what is done in love is done well

Where we love is home, home that our feet may leave, but not our hearts

Like music on the waters is they sweet voice to me

found all this in facebook. to my frens dat are hurt by jerks, CHEER UP!!!! there are people way better than those jerks. look at the bright side, at least u noe dat they are jerks now and u won't fall even deeper in love with them. cheer up:)

2009-10-19T16:52:00.002+08:00

no more exams!!!!!YAY!!!!!!
but still got cca.....
i kinda have a phobia of my cca......
but for the sake of music.....
i must bear with it.....
BUT......i forget the formation steps.....
die leh......
i still never memorise the marching song.....
now reading manga like siao...
i wish i'm like those girls in the manga.
anyways....
i must JIA YOU!!!!!

2009-10-07T12:45:00.002+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her!

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.

There are those days were as much you want to ignore the feeling you get when you see his smile, you just cant ♥

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

I self destruct every relationship so that i don't get hurt... but in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run..

Loved you once, you loved me not, I love you twice but I forgot. You never loved me and you never will, but, even so, I love you still ♥

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind.

And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you.

All life is just a progression toward, and then a recession from, one phrase—`I love you.’

I dont know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every part of my body is broken too.

When you are in love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams.
Sometimes we tend to be in despair, when the person we love leaves, but the truth is that this is not our loss. Its theirs, because they left the only person in the world who would never give up on them.

No matter how many times I get hurt because of you, I won't leave you. Because even if I have a hundred reasons to leave you, I'...ll look for that one reason to fight for you...

Love never dies....but true love can bury it alive

Love is always right even if it’s wrong....

Loving is different from being in love. To love is to give and not to receive. Love is of no value in producing happiness unless it is used or passed on to make others happy

lol....found this in facebook. to my heartbroken frens...CHEER UP!!!!!!

2009-09-22T22:03:00.001+08:00

lots of things happened
my frens falls becoz of a brat:(
anyway,my life really sux
lots of homework!!!!!
damn the teachers....
dat's all

2009-08-31T21:51:00.000+08:00

yo...
today is teacher's day...
went to northview pri instead becoz of my fren...
anyway why would i go back to somewhere which on holds all the stupid memories.
and...i'm not emo... so dun say i am...
lots of unexpected things happened recently...
so i'm messed up...
actually...i'm always messed up....
dot
hope i do well in the tests coming up.

2009-07-31T18:44:00.001+08:00

sorry 4 not posting for.....a long time.
ahhh.....i'm messed up now...i got lots of homework to do.
shao lun keep on saying i like javier and chen hao...
dot.
i don like them.
they are like...
classmate.i'm watching animes and drama series...
Boys over flowers is kinda bored now...
but i still watch.next week need to play scales and songs for the test...
i sux at f major .alot of things happened...i have a hamster now.
yea! thanks for the hamster kalai:)
nowadays...i feel like shuting my mouth up...
janis,kalai and qian hui keep on saying i'm emo.
imagine me being emo.wat a joke...that's all...

2009-06-03T18:55:00.002+08:00

sorry 4 not posting 4 a long time....
on the last day of school....
my class organise a farewell party 4 my history and english teacher,miss dora.
but it was damn short......
me and my frens created a manga....
i'm the illastrater....(dunno how to spell......)
now i have a lot of holiday homework to do......
but i have been relaxing like crazy....
can't concentreate.....(dunno how to spell too....bad at english....sorry miss dora)
dats all......

2009-05-25T20:17:00.001+08:00

i failed maths AGAIN!!!!
going to mudflats this sat
today veri boring
watch alot of animes....
i like most of it....
dat's all....
sorry 4 the short post...

2009-05-18T00:35:00.003+08:00

You know you’re addicted to Katekyo Hitman REBORN! when…1. You’re playing Nerf Dart Tag with your friends, and when you got shot in the forehead, you fell over, then jumped up screaming “REBORN! I will defeat you with my Dying Will!”
2. You win.
3. You are positive that [insert sexy bishie here] and [cute/sexy uke here] are the perfect yaoi pairing.
4. You can’t for the life of you decide which character is the sexiest.
5. You have a slight Italian accent, and when people accuse you of being a member of the mafia, far from taking offense, you instead take it as a compliment.
6. Hibari Kyouya is the most badass anime character you’ve ever seen.
7. You tend to end your sentences with “byon!” or "kora" or start them with “VOOOOOI!”
8. You want to learn kendo just because Yamamoto is so cool when he uses his sword.
9. You say “Ciaossu!” whenever you walk up to someone.
10. You feel sick whenever you see your older sister.
11. You laughed when the Sky Ring rejected XANXUS, and then felt bad when you found out why.
12. When someone is about to punch you, you make a rectangle with your index fingers and thumbs, trying to pull off the Zero Point Breakthrough.
13. You cringe whenever Gokudera throws bombs at Chikusa just because it looks like it hurts a lot.
14. You know why Tsuna’s X Gloves say ‘27’ when they’re not activated.
15. Whenever you see a snapping turtle in a pet store, you remind the owner not to let it near water.
16. You figured out how Belphelgor’s attacks worked before Gokudera did.
17. You cried when you found out Collonello died, because he was just so awesome.
18. You wish Tsuna would just ask out Kyoko already and get it over with.
19. You hate the young Lambo and cheer whenever he uses the Ten-Year Bazooka.
20. You know the Namimori school song.21. Rokudo Mukuro. Enough said.
22. You don’t jump anymore when Reborn pops up out of nowhere.
23. Your life is defined by those Horoscopes they have at the end of each episode.
24. You look forward to the end comics more than the new chapters themselves.
25. You know exactly when Hibari is going to threaten to bite someone to death.
26. You want a chameleon just so you can name it Leon and perch it on your head.
27. You’ve taken to wearing suits.
28. You’ve blown your nose then wondered if there was a map in there.
29. You’ve shouted “EXTREME!” or “TO THE LIMIT” while playing a sport.
30. Byakuran reminds you a lot of Gin from Bleach.
31. When Shouichi came back you screamed “NO WAY!”
32. You wonder how many Cervello there are.
33. You felt devastated when you found out that Mukuro gave himself up so that Ken and Chikusa could get away.
34. You screamed when Lancia came back during the Sky Battle.
35. You so knew it was Squalo that Dino put in the car on the way to the Sky Battle.
36. You spazzed uncontrollably when the Arcobaleno were partly shown in their adult bodies.
37. You couldn’t believe I-Pin was a girl.
38. I-Pin and Lambo are made for each other in a weird sort of way.
39. Ken and Chikusa were the cutest kids you’ve ever seen.
40. You sort of wonder why Longchamp wasn’t in the anime, but don’t really worry about it because he scares you slightly.41. His girlfriends scare you even more.42. On second thought, you kind of hope he’s not in the anime.
43. You know Viper/Mammon is a boy, but you can’t help but wonder about his voice.
44. Lussuria scared you even more than Longchamp, and you felt sorry for Ryohei, especially in the manga when his arms practically exploded. D:
45. You thought the start/end of the Cloud Battle was the most anti-climatic thing you’ve ever seen.
46. You stared at the screen for a long amount of time after the Ninth fell out of Gola Mosca.
47. You wish Gokudera would say Tsuna’s real name just ONCE.
48. Haru’s sometimes really annoying.
49. You thank Shamal for the whole “Sakura-kura” thing because we got some extremely sadistic Hibari moments, the guy who otherwise never gets injured.
50. You don’t mind the fact that blood is overdone sometimes because it makes everything better.
51. Even though you really want the Future Arc to start, you sort of don’t mind the fillers.
52. You sort of do mind them.
53. Hibari in any outfit other than his school uniform totally makes your day brighter.
54. You find that you’re beginning to act a lot like one of the characters.
55. Sometimes, you pay more attention to the background music because it is so freaking epic.
56. You’ve been known to smile dreamily in class because you’re thinking of KHR.
57. March 15th, 2008 was the best day of your life.
58. You understand the number system perfectly and giggle whenever 69 shows up not because it’s dirty but because it stands for Mukuro.
59. Spanner can pull off sucking on a lollipop because he’s cool like that, but you shun any other anime character that may ever do it.
60. Shouichi belongs to Byakuran. End of story.
61. The tentacle raep during the Sky Battle, far from freaking you out, made you giggle hysterically.
62. You’ve been wondering for a while why Ryohei and Hibari haven’t been hit by the Ten-Year-Bazooka yet.
63. You decide you don’t really mind it that much, because TYL!Ryohei and TYL!Hibari are really sexy.
64. YOU WANT A HIBIRD. BADLY.
65. Damnit, Reborn, why did you make Yamamoto promise not to tell until the fight was over?!66. You can't take "EXTREME" seriously anymore. EXTREME MASCARA!!67. See 66, replace "extreme" with "mafia".
68. Even though you think smoking is gross, for some reason cigarettes have been a turn-on lately.
69. You snickered because this is number 69.
70. You've developed a sudden keen interest in the Italian language.
71. You want to learn to play piano. (And if you already could a little, you want to learn to play better. And if you're already a pro, you feel SO COOL.)
72. The first thing you learned to play was Hibari's theme.
73. You actually tried to decipher G-Script.
74. After failing, you created your own G-Script.
75. You've started wearing ten bazillion rings every day.
76. BONUS: One of them is an actual guardian ring.
77. Lately you've had this unbelievable craving for fatty tuna.
78. When watching Ninja Warrior, you cheer extra hard for the guy named Yamamoto.
79. When someone is pressing you for information you don't want to give, you fake narcolepsy much to their rage and frustration.
80. You snickered because this was number 80.
81. You can't help but think how some of the Ring Boxes act like Pokeballs in an odd sort-of way
82. You're convinced that the voice in your head is Mukuro
83. People give you odd looks as you run down the street in your underwear
84. You were arrested for running down the street in your underwear
85. Baseball has become your favorite sport
86. You can name lots of characters from Katekyo Hitman REBORN!, but you don't remember the names of your neighbours/Classmates/etc.
87. Everytime you see a cow or something cow patterned you start thinking about Lambo
88. You watch Indiana Jones and, every time you see the whip, think of Dino.
89. And Mukuro, when you see the snakes.
90. The worse the weather is outside, the more you are fangirling inside. (Rain! Thunder! OMG YES IT IS STORMING.)
91. You stare suspiciously at that fire extinguisher in the hallway every time you pass.
92. You want to buy a Japanese Wii/PS2 just so you can play the KHR games (damn region coding).
93. Your pin number is something like "6918" or "8059."
94. You're not sure why, but you have reason to believe Byakuran is actually Longchamp in disguise.
95. After watching katekyo hitman reborn, 27,69,18,59,96,80 and 84 have become your favourite numbers.
96. You have Hibari's ringtone as yours.
97. You started to like spikey haired boys.
98. You scream: "AS IF I WERE TO DIE!" after everything.
99. You tend to like yellow fluffy birds more
100. You tend to like reffering to your friends as your family.
101. Kufufu slips into conversations, especially when you're trying to speak japanese.
102. You cannot eat dumplings, pineapples, tuna, broccoli, eggs, etc All you think is of reborn characters.
103. Cannot watch Stop!Hibari-kun without imagining Kyoya there acting like the crazed crossdresser. The song has become related to reborn.
104. Has cosplayed the characters
105. Are less terrified of sharks and have the urge to be annoyed by them or laugh at them.
106. Have found yourself singing aloud one of the songs accidentally in the middle of the street (why oh why did i forget i was in the middle of the city when singing Oretachi no Joy... although regardless of where I am I still yell out HOMERUN
107. Think its destiny that you and particular character share the same birthday, angry when its not your favorite character. (Also understanding whose birthday this is shared with based on the number)
108. Had dreams where you WERE one of the reborn characters
109. When seeing kanji representing one of the rings you yell out like a retard.
110. Seeing a black and red striped shirt makes you think that bel is somewhere.
111. Have attempted to learn italian to seem like a more authentic fan.
112. Captain Planet crosses your mind every time you saw the rings. (and are attempting to do crossover fanart for it regardless of the even number)
113. You've wanted to scan Chikusa's face at the supermarket to see how much he costs (or atleast if the barcode means anything)
114. You're starting to see the mafia in a more positive light and have considered trying to join.
115. Have done fanart, fanficition, fanmixes.
116. Have done it for pairings you don't even like but just enjoy doing requests.
117. Excitedly wears the gloves with a giant X on them so you can pretend to be casual-wear Tsuna.
118. Is following the TYL!Arc specifically just so that you can see everyone (especially Reborn) older
119. You and your friends have started correlating between yourselves who is who out of the main 6 in terms of personality or what ring.
120. Any time you see parephanellia with skulls of them you think of Gokudera.
121. Happy when Lal Mirch appeared as the first legitimately competent female, but then realized that was a lie because she then continued to cry all the time. (I want ONE SHONEN where I'm able to like the females dammit
122. Have gone through the entire manga searching for the brand Gokudera smokes.
123. Knows what chapters correspond to which events and which character appearances.
124. Knows where every one of the pairings sprung from, even if you may not support them.
125. Going nuts to know what Hibari's home-life is like. Also wondering what happened to Yamamoto's mom.
126. Tried to find a school that teaches the Shigure Souen style
127. When searching for Utada Hikaru music you actually type in Utada Hibari
128. Rather than saying 'good bye,' you say "baii-biii!"
129. You see sakura and begin singing your favorite song.
130. When watching Ninja Warrior, you cheer extra hard for the guy named Yamamoto.131. You smiled/giggled/fangasmed for every You know you’re addicted to Katekyo Hitman REBORN! when… that matched you.
132. Even though Hibari is awesome, you can't help but think he's a dork for saying 'I'll bite you dead.' Everytime he makes an entrance.
133. After you saw Lussuria, you're now afraid of real life gay people, thinking that they will knee you in the groins.
134. You thought Viper/Marmmon was actually Axel, from Kingdom Hearts in disguise since they both have those triangles thingies under their eyes.
135. You stalk one of your best friends all over the school/street/wherever, screaming "JYUDAIME!!!!" and hug him/her, because he/she's small and because he/she'll cosplay Tsuna with you.
136. He/she answers "NOOOO!! G-GOKUDERA!!!"
137. You buy a navy blue cotton coat just like Namimori's, so you can dress as them at school.
138. You have a sudden urge to say a teacher you'll bite them to death.
139. You randomly scream "KYOKUGEEEEN" in the middle of the street.
140. You wonder why everyone stares at you like you were naked.
141. You wish you had a Romario to be around you so you wouldn't act like such a klutz/dork. AND BE COOLER LIKE DINO.
142. You start pulling Yamamoto's and laugh like a naive person at something somewhat serious.
143. You wish you could pull off Hibari's "bite you to death" scheme to get people to GTFO. (Or have already started to.)
144.You think Dying Will!Tsuna is THE SWEETNESS.
145. You think that sharks and horses make good combinations, even though one is a herbivore and the other one is a carnivore; nevermind their habitats either.
146. You snicker at the word 'herbivore'.
147.Whenever you go in to the cafeteria in your school, you suspect that the horrible foods were cooked by Bianchi.
148. You think that the male school doctor only treats girls, has a penchant for mosquitoes and is secretly a hitman.
149. Roadkills are definitely an accessorry. So are roboclaws and tiaras.
150. You go around claiming that you're a prince, even though you're not and you're a girl
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151.Everytime you see people dancing, you are sure they dance the eternal samba.152. You actually try to figure out WHERE exactly Gokudera lives (and you have funny theories about that!)
153. You started to wear carmouflage things (like shirts or headbands..)
154. You want to see a shark/horse hybrid JUST BECAUSE.
155.You really wish creepy music would start playing in the background everytime you appear out of nowhere.
156. You feel the urge to throw glasses of red liquid at men with extremely long hair, just to see what they scream at you.
157. You weren't creeped out by Tsuna's dream of Hibari vs Gola Mosca because you knew it wouldn't happen. Ever.
158. In fact, you started squealing because Tsuna was dreaming of Hibari.
159. You have started wearing a tiara, and DAAAAMN does it feels princely~
161. You now sort of think Chrome might be related to Kenpachi or Nnoitora from Bleach.
162. You wonder if getting your hand chopped off will make you a better swordsman.
163. SCREW CANON. MARMON IS A GIRL, DAMNIT.
164. You see a flame and think "TSUNA (8".
165. You see a target that resembles that of a sniper and giggle.
166. You take pride in having hair similar to a character's.
167. You try to make up numbers to fit your own name so you can be paired with a character.
168. Your notebooks are poisoned with KHR doodles.
169. You think Xanxus and Squalo's conversation in episode 64 is too much to be shounen; IT'S TELENOVELA. [Italian one, at that.]
170. You think that Pantera is Hibari in a skirt, and that's Amano's assistant's idea.
171. Therefore you think Hibari/Pantera is twincest.
172. So is TunaKyoko.
173. You laugh watching the stove light up fire and watch as it 2748-s... whatever it is.
174. You misheard "HIGH COMMUNICATION" as "HYPER SWEET COMMUNICATION" as Xanxus appears in the 3rd OP. [In-joke for XS fans like me :'D]

got this from a facebook group called You know you're addicted to Katekyo Hitman REBORN! when...

2009-05-13T13:32:00.003+08:00

today i go shopping with my fren....meet javier and wei chen....
they still teasing me about chen hao....
hate them!!!!!!
waaaaa!!!!!!
still watching kateikyo hitman reborn
bought two decks of kateikyo hitman reborn poker cards...
my fav character is.....
rokudo mukuro
he rocks!!!!
gokudera and yamamoto too.
hibari is cool....
my fren is crazy about him....
lambo very funni....
ahhhhhh!!!!they rock....

2009-05-11T20:57:00.000+08:00

got my new phone...cool!!!!!
hope it will last...
hope i pass in my exams....

2009-05-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

i realised that i'm hooked on Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn!!!!1
it's so nice...
WATCH IT!!!!!!

2009-05-08T16:49:00.001+08:00

so much happen...
i can't type out how i feel....
all i know is...
THERE R 3 PAPERS LEFT!!!!!!
YEA!!!!!!

2009-05-03T20:16:00.002+08:00

my precious handphone is spoiled!!!!!
so sad....
now i want to buy a new one but my parents don wan coz they wan 2 save money!!!
hope they will change their mind....
i can't go to church next coz i need to go back to malaysia to celebrate mother's day with my grandmother... yea! sorry god 4 not going 2 church...it was a last mintue decision......
now i have so many homework undone....
little revision 4 exam......
hope i can pass all subjects.....

2009-04-23T19:39:00.002+08:00

today i get to play com.....coz i got 22/30 4 science!!!!yah!i didn't fail:)today other then that....it really was hell 2 me.....a fren...JAN.....starts to hate me....she got VIOLENT...i dunno why i too started to hate her coz she so violent....when i try to help her ,she like wat.....hope she won't be a second JOY FOO...

2009-04-22T19:06:00.002+08:00

haha...now i'm in the library...secretly typing this damn....post.....got a new watch !!!it's damn cool.....parents ban me from com until no exams....today play a lot of pranks on Javier but he pass my pencil box in the class and it end up in the stupid dustbin.....but .....while digging the dustbin 4 my pencil box ....i found a 5 dollar note leh!!!!so lucky but my classmate ,haikal(hope i didn't spell his name wrongly...sorry if i did...)claimed dat it's his....hope it's true......my english and history teacher,Miss dora got very angry at us because when she started talking about lit. .....alot of us didn't pay attention bcoz of MRS PANDAN CAKE...our lit. teacher who is a racist.....she call chinese and ang moh dirty!!!!!our classmate angel,carol,shao lun and dunno who else created our class blog!cool!dat's all....i won't be posting daily coz of my parents so...bb

2009-04-17T19:13:00.003+08:00

today my watch went bonkers....going to buy a new watch:)

2009-04-16T18:47:00.002+08:00

i dunno wat happen to me...it feels like everyone hates me when i go to school...i felt.....unwanted...hope some one ...areally good fren.....will at least accept my inperfections....:)

2009-04-13T19:48:00.001+08:00

today is so messy...just had a qurrel with my parents......hope 2morrow will b better....:(...

2009-04-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

going to malaysia 2morrw....yea!!!can see my cousins!!!!!so happy....will tell u more when i come back...:)

2009-04-06T18:37:00.004+08:00

this r some pics of the 10th aniversary concert

2009-04-05T18:28:00.001+08:00

yesterday was tiring!!!got marching and practical...my father suddenly go crazy in contrling my life!!!can't he understand dat it is so irritating!!!

2009-04-03T11:01:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!my school concert rockZZZZZ!!!!!it's so nice.there's even cosplay!!!!wish i can be part of it...

2009-03-31T19:06:00.002+08:00

hi....sorry for not writing 4 a long time...today so busy lah.....coz it's my school 10th aniversery.... my seniors played so well....hope i can reach that standard soon....

2009-03-28T19:40:00.001+08:00

nothing happened much....
just writing in my blog....

2009-03-27T22:49:00.002+08:00

yea!!!!i got selected out of 13 studebts to go 4 a concert!!!!oh ya.....the storm is over....instead of losing a fren,i found 3 frens!!!!!!

2009-03-25T17:55:00.002+08:00

great!!!something"better" happen...my fren,kat ended our frenship....though she never tell me but she wrote that her "diary". i feel depressed.....and hurt....how could she....every time i'm the one saying sorry...should i said it to save our frenship or leave it as it is....i tink i will really lost this precious frenship soon...kat if u see this.....i'm sorry if i done anything wrong....why would u write dat...i now feel like everyone hates me....

2009-03-24T21:34:00.002+08:00

lots of things happened 2day...my fren,kat,is like looking 4 chances to tease me or insult me...i fell in a bus coz my other fren did not let me have the seat next 2 her due 2 some misunderstanding...at least she said sorry unlike kat who laugh at me and even scold me for some childish reasons...i'm so irritated by her childish antics!kat has started 2 insult me since she "reconile'' with an old fren...it hurts alot when some fren whom u helped in her times of needs,consoled her when she's down turned her back against u...i feel very hurt now...R dere REAL FRENS in this DAMN world...;(

2009-03-23T17:49:00.001+08:00

sry didn't post 4 a long time,coz i was struggling with homework...2day first day of term 2....so sian....i feel sleepy and tired....wish there is no school...

2009-03-19T18:05:00.002+08:00

today i went out with my frens!!!!we went to plaza singapura......and watch hotel 4 dog...my fav dog in the show is friday and my fren,yq,like romeo...my fren,kathrine,likes friday too....stil got lots of homework.....2morrow need 2 go 4 dentist appoinment...argggggg...i hate it.....but also got ccca....hope i can talk when i'm having cca......

2009-03-17T14:06:00.002+08:00

nothing much happen actually.....now i'm watching another japanese drama called Nobuta wo Produce......hope it's funni...

2009-03-16T16:36:00.002+08:00

haha!!today is the first day of march holiday!yea!!!but 2morrow got maths remedial lesson!!!BOO!gots lots of homework too so i wouldn't consider it a school holiday.....today got gambelan class...a relive came insted coz miss stan lost her voice.....but i have lots of fun:) also watch a japanese drama called Scrap Teacher,veri funni!oh ya....erm....yesterday i saw my grandma......(dreadful experience..)coz is my cousin b-day,luckily i didn't see her much....i hate the annonying brats!!!!they like always complained about stupid things.....spoiled brats!!!!but i had fun with my other more mature cousins!!!!hope 2morrow my maths teacher dun give a lot of homework!:o

2009-03-15T12:30:00.002+08:00

yesterday i attended my cca...i felt left out in my section...later i went 2 sun plaza with my parents.....and bought Marley and me!!!!!yaea!!!!the book rulez...today..i didn't go 2 church...i( so sorry god....pls 4give...me)coz i felt left out...

2009-03-13T16:24:00.002+08:00

today gotcross country run!!!!OMG i got gastric pain so i can't run.the event very lame leh...i later go to AMK Hub to find food...but no food interest my fren.....so we go to northpoint and buy KFC....when i reached home,no one was in....my PARENTS go 2 suntec and BUY me a MP4 player!!!!!yea!!!!!!!

2009-03-11T19:17:00.001+08:00

hi...today nothing much happen...my horny classmate ,kyler did a presentation with my other classmate....it was so funny...

2009-03-10T20:09:00.005+08:00

just change my music.if ur curious who they r,here r some pics of them(not all pics of the HEY!SAY!7 is here)

this is yamada Ryosuke a member of hey say 7

this is Yuto Nakajima,also a member of hey say 7

tis is chinen yuri,a member of hey say 7

tis is hey monday

2009-03-10T19:23:00.002+08:00

today is such a happy day....i got second highest in history test 2 and the highest in english compre...it was unexpected...i also get to bring home my hubby(trumpet)!!!!!!wat an evenful day!!!

2009-03-09T16:06:00.004+08:00

1)what is ur name?
A:emily

2)do u hav a crush on anyone?
a:Yar

3)are u feeling bored?
A:hell Yeah!

4)how about now?
a:DUH!

6)describe the person u have a crush on.
A:handsome,tall,smart,looks kinda mature.

7)what's ur fav song?
a:alot...

8)wat's ur fav subject?
a:English?

name 10 people u can think of now.
1)Kaixin
2)Qian Hui
3)Mabel
4)pearline(my sis)
5)benjamin(a boi in my church)
6)Syazwani
7)Javier
8)Rachel
9)Xin Een
10)Janis
___________________________________________________________________
1)Would u date no. 5?
maybe...

2)no. 2 just got in a car crash.how do u react?
OMG!i can't imagine...she's such a good fren

3)u see no. 9 with ur boifren/galfren.what do u do
wonder how she noe my boifren...

4)u cum home and room has been ransacked by no. 4.wat do u do?
beat her up and take my things back...

5)no. 1 is acting weird.
she is always weird...

6)no. 4 just move to the other side of the world.
CELEBRATE!!!

7)no. 7and u are sitting on a couch watching a movie when he wraps his arms around u.
scream and said wat the hell r u doing?!

8)no. 5 takes u out 4 dinner
go lor coz got free food...

9)no. 6 calls u in the middle of the night coz she can't sleep.
chat with her...

10)no. 1 is crying coz her boifren dumped her
console her with...milo with pearl

2009-03-09T15:51:00.001+08:00

today i almost had a qurrel with my fren in school...i hate my lit. teacher!!! she like very action... she talks more shit then my grandma...hope she resign or something and change teacher...

2009-03-08T14:46:00.004+08:00

yesterday,i played my first song with my trumpet....yea!!!!later,after my cca,i rushed to VIVO City 4 my grandma b-day party....luckily i didn't sit the same table as her coz she will control wat i eat and talk a lot of shit....i kinda hate her actually...today,.......i Hate my parents...they so unreasonable....they think wat they do is good....... my sister is so anonying and i find her like a retarded person...

2009-03-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

hi this is my new blog...